Feeling Crappy

I haven't felt the need to be on here lately.  I had a job interview day before yesterday, I didn't feel it went well.  The guy that did the interviewing was either a very rude man or he just didn't like me at all.  It would be more 12 hour days and possibly Saturday and Sunday, I really don't want that but it pays well.  I don't hold out much hope in getting the job.  I guess time will tell.  I seem to be getting depressed.  I'm not sure if it has to do with my friends loss of her mom, she's been pretty depressed lately or if it's the lack of a job.   I don't have much unemployment left and I've never been without making my own money, it's tough for sure.  I will have my grandkids for a few days so that will help, they can always make me in a good mood.  I'm having company this weekend and the next so I am feeling a little overwhelmed.  I need to just go a day at a time and bear in mind that all will work out o.k.  Think, Marsha, think.